It's normal to feel insecure. We have fear of everything we can't control. Everything we have no idea about. Nevertheless, it isn't okay when we're drowned to the bottom of our anxieties which blind us to see a light of hope. When we have some will, there should be something we could do to make it work, or either to make it change. The result neither might be as expected nor on time as we want. But time still counts. For everyone, for everything happens.
If we're just stuck on misery of what passed, we won't be able to foresee the chance of better happiness of our own. Depression could trick you not to move forward, but never let it steals your life. Instead of mourning or contemplating on fatal bad lucks, trying to pick some lessons from them would be less painful when it comes to be memorized as a part of life-journey.
As said before, time still counts. We never know when it will stop ticking for each one of us. So make our timeline worth enough to live without being spiteful of someone else's life. We could see what achievement they have for our own motivation because we may never know what loss they've been through, and so we have we been as they see us.
Something we must know that, true content of heart will never be attained without sincere gratefulness of life. There are always good ways for good intentions. A hard way comes along with the easy way. So when we're just doomed of life, the answers could reside within us. The first baby step to solve is to look deeper on ourselves, shift a little bit of our point of view, then we could correct what is mistaken.
Now is always the right time to change. Our goals doesn't need our excuses. Because when the death rings the bell, we know that we could do nothing but reap what we've done for.
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Lack of wisdom and wealth
Always open for any admonition
~ Raffmont, I ~
